my illness by kaitlin

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Hello all ok some of you have asked what's my illness and what's it doing to me.


So ill share my illness with you all.

It all started when I was in childcare I have lukimaiya I was around five years old.
I was abused as a baby and have learning problems and speach problems. I have a problem with my brain it sends wrong signals. This making me really sick. What's it doing to me well first of all it can make me really sleepy hear sounds what are not there shut my body down when I'm out side this making it dangerous for my every day life. Eg can't go out by myself can't bath by my self and so forth as it can happen at any time even when typing. My cancer has no cure but it can be prolonged this slowing it down I have had this since age of five I'm now twelve. Last year I had a operation on my heart as it was slow this nearly killed me I was in hospital 20 weeks. Having treatments eg for my cancer heart extra as my body could not keep up with what I wanted to do eg school playing going out was a big no no as I would just sleep. I now take tablets to stop me from falling to sleep but there not 100% as I still do it from time to time. Each week I have my blood cleaned at hospital this takes about four to five hours plus depending on my blood count level as some times its low.

On average I can be in hospital 3 to for days per week depending again how I feel and what my blood level count is. I have a finger prick test each day what counts my blood level its got three lights green good blue low red dangerously low.

Sounds why do I hear sounds what are not there well this is mainly due to my brain sending wrong codes to my body extra this blocking out normal sounds. What is this doing well its making me wet myself as can't control my bladder extra. Ok ill leave it there as I could go on for weeks.

[DaemonCantor]

Well Dark here's a 1920x1080 Wallpaper I made Just for you! It's called ROG'in Cat! I hope you like it.

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is it a evil kitty 😜 can i pet it after i shoot it

[DaemonCantor]

That's the New Resident Evil! Transmitted by Aminal Life!

[Myk_SilentShado]

world's first evil pussy....cat 😛

[Dark]

http://youtu.be/C_S5cXbXe-4

[DaemonCantor]

Well we now know what the Pussy...Cat Population thinks!

[Dark]

Fanny cat you say ??? 😜 Tut tut what did i say pussy is a rude word 🙂

[DaemonCantor]

Words only have the meaning that the Receiver puts on them which is trained into them by the Moral Majority and for me The Moral Majority is a BAD Phrase that means the Idiots are trying to tell me whats good for me when the only person that can tell me what's good for me is me. So am I my own Moral Majority or am I singular Person guided by my Conscious thoughts of Right and Wrong trying to do my best what is right and leave the Wrongs to others? But then what if what I think is right and good is wrong then am I to do the wrong things without consciousness. The Quandary of the Mind is a Deep and Painful subject for Humans to delve into with out conscious thought and with a little understanding to exemplify what we are doing and thinking.

This was the foundation of my Term Paper in Collage for Psychology 103.

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DaemonCantor wrote:
Words only have the meaning that the Receiver puts on them which is trained into them by the Moral Majority and for me The Moral Majority is a BAD Phrase that means the Idiots are trying to tell me whats good for me when the only person that can tell me what's good for me is me. So am I my own Moral Majority or am I singular Person guided by my Conscious thoughts of Right and Wrong trying to do my best what is right and leave the Wrongs to others? But then what if what I think is right and good is wrong then am I to do the wrong things without consciousness. The Quandary of the Mind is a Deep and Painful subject for Humans to delve into with out conscious thought and with a little understanding to exemplify what we are doing and thinking.

This was the foundation of my Term Paper in Collage for Psychology 103.

🙂 meow meow meow meow xxx ha ha ha your funny but i love ya 😜

ps A+ nice way how to put it x and yep most of its true to like this word gay what really means happy but yep now days means homo blah stupid english language is weird

[Zygomorphic]

That was sweet of him to make the kitty cat for wallpaper for you. 🙂 Shows how much people around here care for ya!